in search of sunrise

That crazy feeling is back

Lub dub lub dub lub dub… .

The sound of opening and closing of the heart valves faze me once in awhile. It never ceases to amaze me each time i place the bell of the stethoscope upon the chest of my patients. It has been the sound with which I’ve grown accustomed to. Within these walls are tiny vessels that easily loose their elasticity primarily due to aging, hereditary causes, smoking, high fat diets, sedentary lifestyle and most of all emotional instability.

Emotional Instability can range from puppy love, teenage infatuations and of course who could forget HEARTBREAKS. All of us went through it. Well most of us, actually.

In a weird sense, most of us have have gone through from the bad to the worst heartbreaks. No one is an exemption primarily because a lot of us are just plain cheesy bastards trying hard to play it out in the world, acting tough but actually soft and gooey in the center. Am i right or what fellas.?

I woke up early this morning, just to find out that I am still having, more or less feeling slight palpitations. Fuzzy feeling that is. I still get the chills sometimes ‘cause i kinda think my heart is gonna pop out. Crazy stuff eh?

But, nothing feels more surreal than waking up everyday knowing that someone out there is actually euphoric that “you” exist. That the actual lub dub lub dub feeling inside your chest; that opening and closing of your aortic and pulmonic vessels bears meaning. It actually beats crazily and wildly inside for a specific person. oh, happiness!!!

Cheesy Morning everyone.! :))

Posted 2 months ago